Sunday, January 30, 2011

Start with the End

If you've seen my Tumblr, you've probably realized now that this is its mirror site. I've decided to use it too. I made this awhile back but was too lazy then to actually put it to use.
So I chose my profile picture to formally start this blog.
I don't know what else to say right now except that I've finally decided to write again, and that I am still debating whether this would be a more personal blog. Lolita was the first thing I had in mind when I created this but then I realized how I tend to write down just about everything that comes into mind. And yes, there is my obsession with conflict and chaos. I might end up ranting everyday, talking about things I don't like. Don't get me wrong though. I'm a happy and optimistic person. It just so happened that I notice a lot of things. Add to that my penchant for looking at other side, and by other, I mean the bad and the ugly. Some people shun me for being so negative. But let me ask you this question, Isn't the bad, isn't the ugly, part and parcel of the truth?
To me it is, and that earns the other side my attention. I'd rather scrutinize someone who claims to be a saint than join the bandwagon. It certainly takes a lot to convince me. But shouldn't that be the case with everyone?
Anyway, I trust that whoever reads what I write maintains an open mind. I would, of course, remain true to what this blog seems like --- a repository of things Gothic and Lolita, of things that I dream of and make real. While you might not like me for spewing controversies (read as drama) once in a while, I am certain you would find this little place useful and entertaining when it comes to matters of the Lolita heart.
I start this blog with this photo, as despite my being into Lolita fashion for 3 years now, I haven't done Gothic Lolita yet.